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Friday, January 2nd, 2004
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while walking to get a sandwich..
i realized..
i fill my life with distractions to keep from focusing on how empty it really is..
fuck.
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Saturday, December 20th, 2003
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crushes on hypothetical crushes for the sake of crushing.
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Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
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last night i dreamt up this psuedo idealistic life i had.
after 12 hours of perfect sleep, im awake for another day facing the life ive made for myself.
do you need this as bad as i do?
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Sunday, October 26th, 2003
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sosickofbeingtiredandohsotiredofbeingsick
andsoonandsoforth
iwishsomeonelikedme
iwishiwasspecial
to
u
but
not
me
notnow
justnotnow
<x3
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Monday, September 29th, 2003
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youknowyoutastelikecancer
when everyone is potential but i lack the kinetics.
this is my life. lessmeaning one minuteatatime.
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Friday, August 22nd, 2003
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sitting on top freights at 3am talking about nothing and everything all at once.
uhoh.
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so being me. it only makes perfect sense that i didnt talk to the cute girl i was exchanging smiles and looks with on the L train. i just got off and complained about it for the rest of the night.
couldve gotten her number? definately maybe..
do i feel like an asshole for not talking to her? you bet..
welcome to my life. where nothing ever works out the way it should.
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Wednesday, June 11th, 2003
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i just want to waste my time with you...
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Wednesday, May 21st, 2003
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something still isnt right..
by the way. im sick of livejournal. im sick of passive aggressiveness. if you have a problem, break someones face. case closed.
good bye to all.
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its not that i dont trust you..i just know what youve been up to... when the dial tone is agreeing with everything ive had in mind....
but dont worry sweetie... i already know.
just when i thought things were at theyre lowest point. i probably got some of the worst news that ive heard in a while. it ruined my night and im sure will ruin many many nights to come. :(
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but dont worry sweety because i already know..
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Saturday, April 26th, 2003
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another weekend day ruined by rain.
i went painting last night. why do engines love to come and pull cars when im in the yard? the rest of the night was ok.weird..but okie.
last night it dawned on me that i end up liking girls that..
-dont want a boyfriend
-have a boyfriend
-have mental/ emotional problems or are just plain fuckin crazy.
why cant life be simple. what ever happen to old fashion romace? arent there hot sane single girls out there?
grrrrrrrrrrr.
"maybe im a hopeless romantic.. maybe im just hopeless" -bsouls
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Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
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yesterday i fell in love all over again as we said goodbye.
stay gold.
love it when we talk. hate it when you leave but when you leave i love to watch ya walk..
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Thursday, April 17th, 2003
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.this was an attempt to put the thoughts in
my head into words. but theyre way too scattered for me to even try.
im actually somewhere between depression, self hatred, animosity, and regret.
fuckyou.
on a totally different note. i hate everyone.
.best friends get what they deserve.
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ive decieded to take a break from painting.
i need to reconfigure my approach.
it seems im the only one whose actually serious about fr8s.
hopefully tonight ill get the phone call.
anyway happy 21st.
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why cant life be as great as it was on September 1. 2002.
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Friday, January 17th, 2003
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Its really sad when someone chooses a community of internet psuedo friends whose main purpose is to idolize and glamorize coked out washed up scene sluts who take their clothes off for a 20 bucks on the internet, over you.
But you know, its a members only thing.
fuck you
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Tuesday, December 24th, 2002
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because they couldnt find 3 wise men and 1 Virgin..
bump for polish jokes,.!
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